The Diary
According to James Brockman, S.]., whose Romero: A Life is the indispensable and so far definitive biography of the archbishop, Romero's awareness of the historic importance of what was happening in the Church of San Salvador impelled him to maintain this other and more personal record of his pastoral activities. For two years he kept notes on each day's meetings, visitors and conversations and then, daily when possible, used a portable tape recorder to preserve a summary narrative of the events and his own thoughts.
This is where the diary is of signal importance. It is not a "diary of the soul," not a private record of his spiritual life and personal reflections. But it does for the first time reveal aspects of Romero's personality and convey his most deeply felt views on a range of topics in ways that his public utterances never could. One cannot know the essential Romero without being familiar with his diary.
It is, of course, also a private document in the sense that some of the problems and persons that filled his days (and thus this record) were themselves of a sensitive and confidential nature. It would not have been appropriate to make public some of the archbishop's comments and observations at the time they were recorded, and even today there will be some who cannot be pleased with the publication of the diary. But it is the essential Romero, and it provides an unparalleled opening into a drama that has captured the interest of much of the world beyond tiny El Salvador.
It was apparently Romero's intention that more than his own personal activities be preserved. In his entry for December 11, 1979, he describes a meeting with his key administrative staff in order to straighten out the matter of the taped diary. He complains that he had hoped it would be an account of the life of the archdiocese, recording the activities of the whole pastoral team, but it was so far "only the views and activities of the bishop himself." He observes with typical modesty (but mistakenly, one must say in hindsight) that it is this fuller history, encompassing the life of the whole archdiocese, that would be of greatest interest to others in the future. As it happened, the decision reached at that meeting-that information from each of the arch diocesan offices should be pulled together so as to complement the archbishop's own record-apparently came to naught.
It's worth observing as a kind ofliterary footnote that the priest who agreed to pull together the data from the other offices, Father Rafael Urrutia, figures in a special way at the beginning and the end of this diary. The Sunday before Romero began the taping (Easter 1978), he had conferred the ministry of acolyte on a young seminarian, Rafael Edgardo Urrutia Herrera; he ordained him to the priesthood the following November 4. The diary's final entry, March 20, 1980, mentions Father Urrutia, who was then chancellor of the archdiocese and part of the core team.
It may not have been possible, given the speed with which events were unfolding in the first months of 1980, for Father Urrutia to do much about the diary project, but it has now fallen to him once again to gather all the information he can about Oscar Arnulfo Romero. Urrutia is the postulator of Romero's cause: that is, the one charged with pursuing the case for the canonization of the man already acclaimed by many as St. Romero of the Americas. And it is Urrutia, chancellor once again, who has authenticated that the published diary is the faithful transcription of the thirty original cassettes Romero used.
Another key aide of Romero's whose name bookends the diary, appearing in the very first entry and in the last (and often in between), is Roberto Cuellar, the young lawyer who directed the arch diocesan human rights office. The diary's first entry deals with the human rights issue and the requests that come to the Church to investigate and denounce the numerous violations of that era. "We have a small office for human rights," Romero tells a group of lawyers and law students on that March 31, "but it is powerless to deal with the huge number of cases that come in".
It's appropriate for the diary to begin on the human rights theme, for it was this issue and the Church's response that first drew world attention to El Salvador. The same praise and the same criticism were to mark the years following Romero's death, when his successor and Cueilar's, Arturo Rivera Damas and Maria Julia Hermindez, continued the same gospel commitment to defending the rights and dignity of human beings.